Why will no one give me a job?
It's just ridiculous. I try and I try and I try and no one wants me, nothing comes back, nothing ever works out and it's so fucking DUMB! I am a fantastic worker: I'm dedicated and smart and willing to go the extra fucking mile if only someone would see that!
Some dick at the French cafe said he wouldn't give me a job because I didn't smile at him when I walked in. Would that be because a) it was bloody FREEZING outside and not something worth smiling about, b) I didn't realise he was the waiter, c) I was too busy running through what I was going to say in my head or d) ALL OF THE FUCKING ABOVE!
I think I apologised and told him the wind had frozen my face up, then shoved my CV into his hand anyway. NOT TAKING NO FOR AN ANSWER. Then I left and realised even if he was to call me (which I HIGHLY doubt), someone's fucking nicked off with my cellphone ANYWAY so I'm basically unreachable.
So sick of all this SHIT. And it's so cold and disgusting outside and I just want to stay in bed all day, preferably cuddled up to someone amenable aka a fantasy because NO ONE'S interested in me like that either, so fuck.
I just want things to go my way for once.
It's just ridiculous. I try and I try and I try and no one wants me, nothing comes back, nothing ever works out and it's so fucking DUMB! I am a fantastic worker: I'm dedicated and smart and willing to go the extra fucking mile if only someone would see that!
Some dick at the French cafe said he wouldn't give me a job because I didn't smile at him when I walked in. Would that be because a) it was bloody FREEZING outside and not something worth smiling about, b) I didn't realise he was the waiter, c) I was too busy running through what I was going to say in my head or d) ALL OF THE FUCKING ABOVE!
I think I apologised and told him the wind had frozen my face up, then shoved my CV into his hand anyway. NOT TAKING NO FOR AN ANSWER. Then I left and realised even if he was to call me (which I HIGHLY doubt), someone's fucking nicked off with my cellphone ANYWAY so I'm basically unreachable.
So sick of all this SHIT. And it's so cold and disgusting outside and I just want to stay in bed all day, preferably cuddled up to someone amenable aka a fantasy because NO ONE'S interested in me like that either, so fuck.
I just want things to go my way for once.